LADYxJAI

im jade im 20 live in hapmshire

have just moved back in with my rents as few things went wrong in life

but like i say cant always fix the old one but just mean

u get to have something new

i do ramble on a bit sometimes

but hey i like to talk

i dont think very highly of myself

thats just me

i like to be doing something

and i bore easy

i like to be kept entertain most of the time

and my frineds would proberly say im a BIG handfull

but hey we all have our fults

so if u accpet that

thank you.

i like to be love

loved to be like

and adore attention

i had a loveing relationship but lost it

i look back on it and think well

we had a good run

i miss the man like crazy

but no i cant have him

i want to be near people

and i like to be alone too

i get depressed about silly little things

and angry when i cant do or have something

some people will call me spoilt

some would say demanding

i dont like people playing minds games

yet i have played them myself

i dont like cheating

and never done that and never will

i cant stand people that lie about there feelings

and i hate people that slag me off

yes i have done it

but i damn sure told them

i try to be a honest person

just waiting for that someone

to fix me

to mend the broken parts of me

to take away the pain

and all the nasty words i have ever had said to me

i crave someone to share all the love that i have to give

and to make everything better

i want to show the world i am strong

but also that i can still cry.

i wish for people

that i lost very dear to me

to know

i love you and miss them so very much

that i cry myself to sleep some nights wishing you could hold me

like the little girl i never got to be

i wish my childhood wasnt wrecked

i wish i had my chance to say goodbye to you

i wish u you could be in my life

i wish i could give something up

so you could be with me

i miss you so very

and ill always love you

r.i.p

Mum

hope ur soul can finally rest now.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

thats about it take me or leave me

at the end of the day im hard work but

it could be worth it

ITS NOT WHO YOU ARE ON THE INSIDE BUT WHAT YOU DO THAT DEFINES WHO YOU ARE

"Emotions are naught to be tormented, for they can kill a person in more ways than one."

"Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."

"If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy."